It’s odd. Usually on the last day of school I’m bubbling over with excitement and anticipation of the coming summer. I count the hours, minutes, seconds. I have a perma grin for weeks before. I can’t wait to sit on my deck and read a book books. Not so much this year. This year it’s more than a break. This year it’s more than a few months. You see I started my morning today teary eyed and I ended my day confused. I’m really trying to show myself here, but it’s so hard. How do I put into words the feelings I’m having. Is it sad, happy, anxious, scared or a combo? Is it the change, the possibilities, or the end I feel most. These things I’m very unsure of, what I’m sure of is what I’m giving up. I’m giving up an 8 year career doing something I love, something that felt great. I’m leaving behind a place where I contributed to the world. I molded my little loves into confident happy little people ready to conquer the world. The feeling of watching them grow is something that I won’t be able to replace, I will always miss it. As the tears roll down my cheeks I realize that that’s really what it is. Nothing is gained without sacrifice and I’m giving up that joy for my passion. Being a teacher I was always sure of one thing…I could make a difference. So now I say goodbye to that chapter, to those kids, those faces I will never forget, and I look to the future unsure of everything but the hope in my heart, and the dream of making it, whatever it may be. Today is for mourning, tomorrow is for dreaming. I hope when you read this you see a little piece of me in all my craziness. I feel exposed, but loved. Thank you to all the amazing people in my life for cheering me on. I wouldn’t be making this sacrifice without you.
You are the type of person who will continue to make a difference in people’s lives. It will not be as obvious as with students, but you will continue to make people shine and feel important. I know you have made a difference in my life. I am so proud of you and am here for anything you need. Be sad for today, but think of all the possibilities the future holds.
You will still make a difference in the world – it is just who you are! You are a bubbly full of life person that lights up a room with your confidence and smile. You are outgoing friendly and will talk to any stranger. Not only with your photography but with your personality you will and always will be touching the lives of others! Love ya AL! Dream Big – You will def. achieve those goals – I have nothing but the upmost confidence in you!
You’ll always have a teacher’s heart, it’s just that your classroom is so much bigger now! I’m so excited for you and think you’re so courageous to follow your dreams!
“Progress always involves risks. You can’t steal second base and keep your foot on first.” ~Frederick B. Wilcox